Monday, February 25
Monday, February 18
Wednesday, February 13
Yearning to expose something
News on our business venture
This is home now
Remembering the hood
I'm sharing with you the place I grew up, Chicago, Illinois. Although, I'm proud to be a Chicagoen I'm very glad to have moved away.
Most of my memories were good ones. The school across the street offered a wide variety of activities for us that ranged from dancing, tap, marching, my favorite gymnastics to volleyball and more. I took advantage of most all of them. I was always trying to figure out what gave me the most pleasure but also pushing myself in the attempt to discover what I could be good at. Gymnastics always came easy to me so I excelled there and it remained my first love. I went on to attend competitions and won a few. The best part is after finishing homework I could run over and stay until after dark when it all ended. This refuge allowed me to experience and feel like I had potential and self worth. It was an escape from daily chores and activities that didn't feed my inner passions.
Seeing these photos makes me think of all the years of childhood experiences and the highs and lows of growing up.
The time an airplane crashed right next to our house missing it by just feet. When it made headline news and I was smoking a cigarette for the world to see. Yes, on the front page! Yes, I got caught and yes, I quit.
All the years of playing softball, running track and oh I can never forget that wonderful pool to cool off and compete in swim races in those dog days of summer. The hill in the park that offered sledding in the winter months and right below it the skating ring. From day camp counseling to just hanging out as a teenager. The park offered up so many activities that it was hard for me not to try them all. All good stuff, although there was another side of living in Chicago....the segregation issues, the gangs and drugs living near an airport. Unfortunately the neighborhood never recovered from these influences. While I was visiting and taking pictures in 2007 a young Mother who now lives in Sophie's house asked if I needed help with anything. Maybe she thought I was a reporter? When I told her who I was she filled me in on a number of changes in the hood and why. One was the sign below the street sign named "Lita Divita" . Curious as to the second naming she proceeded to tell me that a little girl around 8 years old was shot and killed while crossing the street. Caught in the fray by accident from an apparent gang/drug related issue. They also built a fence around the school after this incident. How sad. I asked her a little more and then shared with her my experiences. She said a lot has changed and that she grew up there a few blocks away but loves the neighborhood, her family and roots are there. She said she would still risk the occassional gunshots that happen in order to stay where she was raised and live where it feels familiar. I personally never felt that way about my roots and especially if there was danger lurking at any moment. She mentioned there was a time where she heard guns firing and grabed her children away from the front window in case of a stray bullet. How scary is that!! It's sad to see this kind of change but I suppose it was inevitable. If I could, I wouldn't change where I lived. This in part has helped shape who I am today but deep down I sometimes wonder that maybe a simple life, one more rural, like on a farm would have been more prefereable for me. But I believe their is purpose in everything and somehow it was meant to be that I was a city girl. Thank goodnes for personal choices in life. Where I live today is sublime. The only gunshots I hear ar the ones where a farmer may be defending his livestock from unwelcome attacks in the wild. Deep down I might wish that my neighborhood would stay the same...like walking through a time capsale but the reality is everything must change. My only wish is that it would change into being a safer place for those who live there now. To the people who are compelled to or choose to stay for whatever reason, this to will pass in time but my prayer is that you are in for a positive turnaround. A place that stills the fears of danger and affords a more peaceful way of life. One can only hope.
Tuesday, February 12
Not for the faint of heart
Wednesday, February 6
My other valentine
This is how Scoot looked after picking him up from his groomer yesterday. That bow is so dang CUTE! Too bad he hates them and fussed all night with it to get it out. It did manage to stay in until this morning.
I guess It's all for the better since he's a boy and one could easily mistaken him for the other gender, and have. I guess he needs a more masculine apparel like maybe a scarf ? Boy, do I get grief for letting them put bows in his hair..and then go on bragging about it...lol
Myabe they're right? He really doesn't look too happy about this!
Monday, February 4
Scrap Happy
Couple of pages done over the weekend. Riding that inspiration train to the end of the line, to the enevitably that it will come to a stop and I'll have to wait at the station for another train or hijack one (another term for scraplift) to jump start that pleasure ride all over again. All you creative scrappers and artists out there know exactly what I mean. The dreaded empty black hole of scrappers block..... For now..... I'll just think like Scarlett O'Hara did when she said